Life updates

23 Mar

i got two delightful notes from MoR last night – in one of them he says, “sorry you feel i am distancing…”

which amused me, since it makes it sound like this might be something i’m just thinking, not anything that’s really happening.  Hmmmm.  From texting me off and on all day to taking a day to answer a text message, from responding to e-mail within hours to taking a couple of days… hmmmm.  Does that sound like distancing to you?


He says, “just a lot to do right now…” and really, it is ok with me. 

He didn’t actually get the house he wants yet – i thought he had because he started talking about taking time off work to close on it, but that was just pre-pre-planning.  And for whatever reason, attention slut that i am ~ i’m not feeling too strong an urge to push him to pay attention to me. 

But i was delighted to get two long, fun e-mails from him yesterday, and wished i’d been at home so we could have chatted.

In the meantime, i’ve been IM’ing with someone i’ll call V, who may be coming through Where-i-Live at the end of the month.  Which is kinda cool.   He’s fairly romantic, and has an old-fashioned aura – {laughing} if you can have an aura on line. 

Ok Cupid sent me an e-mail approving my profile, and saying i had a “great personality” ~ even though i hadn’t actually put anything on it or answered any of their questions.  So if you got that e-mail from them too ~ be aware ~ they tell all the subs that! 


And ~

i’ve been invited to meet someone new and do something rather unusual this weekend.   It’s not something considered kinky, but definitely something fun.  i won’t go farther than that – i haven’t asked him how he feels about being mentioned on here.  

He already knows about the blog cause he’s on fl.  And that’s good – i’ve gotten so i feel strange if i talk to someone for very long without them knowing.  As if i’m hiding who i am.  Is that weird?

V asked me the other night if i’d ever worn something because somebody asked me to, and i had this sudden flash of me in the airport half naked.   i’m not sure that, “um, yes,” is an adquate response.

But i’ll tell you this.  We had barely started talking, new fl guy and i  ~

~ i’ll call him OG for now – even though on the streets, in the ‘hood, OG means Old Guy or Old Gangsta, it is a term of respect.   When i looked it up just now, OG has several other slang meanings, but Old Gangsta, someone who’s been around, paid his dues,  is the one i’m familiar with.   Not that this OG is any kind of gangster, old or otherwise.

Anyhow.  OG and i had barely exchanged a message or two when he had to point out that i’d said  “Satyrs” when i clearly meant “Centaurs.”  “

 …laughing…  Now how often does that happen?  

But he was right, and i had to stand corrected.

Anyhow.   In other news ~ or lack thereof ~

i have not talked to Sir R, my blogger friend’s Sir and my mentor-figure, in quite a while.  He’s been going through some personal things, and i want to give him time and space.  But i need to follow up with him.  i could probably use good advice these days.

i will have to ask Sfp how to do a cast of characters sidebar, won’t i?

8 Responses to “Life updates”

  1. Mick March 23, 2011 at 7:24 am #

    that is an interesting cast of characters…Mick

    • aisha March 23, 2011 at 8:02 pm #

      laughing…it is, isn’t it? Maybe I’ll find myself some new blogging relief too!


  2. sin March 23, 2011 at 7:37 am #

    I just need a cast of characters for the extra girls.

    • aisha March 23, 2011 at 8:03 pm #

      Ok, Sin, I’ve read this about 12 times and I’m still not getting it. What???



  3. nilla March 23, 2011 at 8:56 am #

    okay, laughing,that must’ve been one hella convo! Centaurs and satyrs, eh?

    the sidebar thing is found …daym, can’t remember…i’ll look it up, i know it’s like “misc. text box” or somesuch. But for sure, SFP is the “resident expert” of that!!

    You sound like you’ve found your stride again. That’s good. As Master said to me last night…nilla, its okay to be sad…just don’t live there. Feel it..move through it, and move along. or as you say—holding the tension…

    i can’t wait for details of your proposed play date…and seein’ the lightness flowing from you once again? priceless.


    • aisha March 23, 2011 at 8:27 pm #

      Thanks, ‘Nilla – laughing – it was an interesting conversation!

      Yeah, don’t worry – I’ll find the sidebar thing. Thanks for thinking about it!

      I do feel like I’m back in stride again, which is nice. Your Master sounds pretty wise too!

      Laughing – I can’t wait to tell youall details of my date – which is not exactly a “play date” since it’s a first meeting… but still, it will be fun!

      And it’s wonderful to feel light again…



  4. ahiddenslave March 23, 2011 at 9:33 am #

    Life sounds kinda busy for you right now…fun and busy:)

    • aisha March 23, 2011 at 8:27 pm #

      Dear HS,

      Yep. Busy, fun, and full of beauty…


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