Discipline (Part XII)

1 Sep


Gasping, the terrible stinging this time crosses over some of the other trails of pain He has left on my ass.

“Thank you, Sir,” i manage to say, and hesitate, that was all, right?   Surely He doesn’t expect me to ask for another?  

Just eight, not 64, and my ass burns and stings.  i want to rub it so badly.  Instead , it is His hands that stroke and soothe.  

i whimper with relief.

“Good,” he says.  “You did just fine with that.”  

His fingers slide into my pussy, and i gasp.  Deeper, deeper He thrusts, filling me.  “Hot,” He says.  “So hot.  Would you like to cum?”

“Yes! O, yes!” and i’m rocking back on His hand, pressing myself against Him like a cat in heat. It happens quickly, the rise, up, up and then ~~~~

~~~ i’m tumbling over the top and falling, shivering, trembling down, down, my body relaxing like a rag doll, bent over the bolster which has held my ass up for Him.

Quickly, He unfastens my wrists, releases me from the hooks that have held me in place.  “Hold still a minute, ” He says.  “Don’t get up yet, I want you to get up slowly.  When I tell you to.”

Obediently, i stay put, my body sensation has been focused on my ass, and then on my pussy, which is still throbbing with pleasure.  Now i begin to become aware of the rest of my body.

My arms ache, my head feels heavy.  My shoulders stiff.  i begin to wiggle a little bit, just trying to get ready to get up.

“Yes, good,” He says, and His hands caress and massage me.  

It is a few minutes before He lets me sit up, and when i do, i feel the blood rush ~ i don’t even know, is it rushing to my head, away from my head?  In any case, it leaves me a little light-headed, and He makes me sit on the side of the raised platform.

i am shivering, and He wraps a robe around me.  Makes me drink some water.  Holds me close.

i am sitting on the side of the platform, legs dangling off the end, and He stands between my legs, wraps His arms around me, pulling me close.   With my arms around Him, i nestle into His chest, cuddle against Him, sinking into His warm strength.

i am content.

i can feel the places on my ass where He  has left marks, i am aware of them, but they are not too painful.

“Good girl,” He says, still holding me close.

“I’m going to put you to bed in a minute,” He says.  “Tuck you in.”

i sigh contentedly, and would have wriggled a little closer to Him, but he pulls back a little, moves His arm to lift my chin so i am looking up at Him.

“Tomorrow,” He says, “We start your regime of discipline.  We’ll set some goals, for exercise, and for other things you need to accomplish.  We’ll work together on some of that, and some of it will be tasks for you.”

i’m excited at the idea.  i feel like my life is already on the way to being straightened out.  “Yes, Sir,” i say.

“We’ll start the morning with a spanking, just a light one, before coffee, to orient you to the day and to your place here.   You’ll be punished at night for any infractions you may have committed, for being slow to obey, or being disrespectful, just as you were punished tonight, although the consequences may vary. 

“Do you agree to this?”

“Yes, Sir,” i say, and realize my heart is completely in it.  

He nods.  “You need to thank me for your punishment tonight.”

i bring His hand to my lip, kiss it gently, and He holds the switch out. allows me to touch my lips to it.  

“Thank you, Sir,” i say, and when He gestures for me to go on, i add, “for ~ for punishing me tonight.  i ~ i ~” and it’s hard to say, and i’m not even sure it’s the right thing, but i push the words out, “i needed that, Sir.  Thank you.”

He smiles then, and it is worth it all.  He helps me down from the platform, and leans back against it himself.  i realize His cock is exposed.

“I want you to kneel down,” He says, “and kiss and caress my cock.”

Happily,  i kneel in front of Him.

11 Responses to “Discipline (Part XII)”

  1. sin September 1, 2011 at 8:25 am #

    “Happily, i kneel in front of Him.” I like that.

    • aisha September 1, 2011 at 9:37 pm #

      {grinning} Thanks, Sin. Me too.

  2. thesubmissivebf September 1, 2011 at 9:00 am #

    Kind of makes you feel all warm and fuzzy all over 🙂

    • aisha September 1, 2011 at 9:38 pm #

      @Butterfly – I’m glad it strikes you that way – it made me feel good this morning when I wrote it.

  3. K September 1, 2011 at 9:55 am #

    Ahhh, smiling. As SBF said, “warm and fuzzy” feelings.

    • aisha September 1, 2011 at 9:38 pm #


      {smiling} yes.


  4. Coktoy K or CK September 1, 2011 at 2:12 pm #

    I had my first meeting with Sir R yesterday and I too felt many of these feelings. I am so new at this that each emotion and feelings is something I have to learn and define as pain or pleasure or both.

    • aisha September 1, 2011 at 9:47 pm #

      Hi, CK,

      Welcome to “this,” and thank you for reading and for taking the time to commet!

      Yes, it’s intense, isn’t it? And good for you that you’re taking the time to think about each feeling and sort it out ~ as best you can…

      I’ll look forward to getting to know you – hope to see you here again!


  5. Sky September 1, 2011 at 10:42 pm #

    I like where the Major is taking you 🙂

    Take care, Sky

    • aisha September 2, 2011 at 5:40 am #

      Thanks, Sky ~ me too!


  6. vanillamom September 9, 2011 at 10:46 am #

    *finally* i get to read this…i hated getting behind with the Major….how beautiful…perfect–i have felt that light-headed thing after a good spanking, and you captured the feeling beautifully…not frightening, just a reaction.

    i like the aftercare of Major…perfect!


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