5 Sep

So when i posted Sir X and the Gift yesterday afternoon, it was purely accidental, i had meant to wait and post it today as my usual morning entry.  So now here i am…  i know, i could just skip a day, but that doesn’t feel right either.

At the moment, i seem to have lost interest in The Major.  i know, hard to believe, isn’t it?  But real life is just more exciting.

It is interesting to me that a couple of people have commented on how well The Major’s slut is doing in her training, compared to themselves.  Of course, it’s much easier for The Major’s slut, since she’s imaginary.

Which reminds me of a conversation i had with JM, the amazing analyst.  i was saying that The Major’s not real, that He’s a figment of my own imagination and lives only in my head.  

JM just raised his eyebrows, the way he does sometimes.  “Are you sure about that?” he says. And before i can insist that yes, The Major is just a part of me, he says,

“After all, where do dreams happen?  Are they just in your head?”

Which made me stop and think, and I’m still not sure.  

The Major absolutely has a life of His own, and when i write Him, it feels like “Him” directing it, at least some of the time.

So ok. Fine.  

Right now, The Major is quiet, and that’s ok.

i’m seeing Sir X again today.  We’re going out for dinner tonight ~ with Ms. Constance and her slave Drew, actually, for Ms. Constance’s birthday.  

But Sir X and i are getting together before that.  No, i don’t know what we’re doing.  

He says it will be mix of vanilla and kink.  An afternoon of “fun and learning.”  

i am intrigued.

i’m to bring an object for “show and tell,” something that i can slip in my purse.  It can be vanilla or kink, but the purpose is to generate discussion.

i don’t know what i’m taking, and am enjoying pondering my selection.

i don’t know what i’m going to wear either.  It’s only going up to 74 today, not 104, so i don’t think what i was going to wear will work.  😦  Back to the drawing board.  Or closet.

In fact, i think i should go do that right now.  Wish me luck…

15 Responses to “Ooops”

  1. Mick September 5, 2011 at 7:44 am #

    Good luck, Aisha. I’m sure the Major will handle his hiatus with aplomb.


    • aisha September 5, 2011 at 9:46 pm #

      Thanks, Mick, I’m sure He will too! aisha

  2. Jz September 5, 2011 at 8:09 am #

    Now, see, if you had that crochet hook…


    • aisha September 5, 2011 at 9:46 pm #


      LOL… I know, right?


  3. hiddenslave September 5, 2011 at 8:10 am #

    aisha, i often wonder if what we choose not to “show and tell” , says far more about us that what we do take!
    have fun xxxx

    • aisha September 5, 2011 at 9:47 pm #

      Welcome back, HS, I’ve missed you!!!

      And good point. The things we hide are often more interesting too.



  4. sin September 5, 2011 at 8:33 am #

    Oh my… think what you could take, an object, a picture a book… Soooooo many possibilities.

    • aisha September 5, 2011 at 9:47 pm #


      I know – it’s almost hard to pick just because it could be so many things.


  5. Jazmine September 5, 2011 at 1:36 pm #

    Sounds wonderful and fun. Have a great time. I’m liking Sir X…. 🙂

    • aisha September 5, 2011 at 9:49 pm #


      Thanks! Yeah, I think I like him too…


  6. vanillamom September 5, 2011 at 1:57 pm #

    yay for second dates…and so the learning commences..and i’m just dying to know what you finally decided upon.

    what would i bring?

    don’t know, really. Might be a fun exercise to think about. And since my humor is kinda wacked, it could be a funnah thing…like a pair of tomato’s from my garden (howz about dem tomatoes yuk yuk….)

    and now i’m sitting here and grinning to myself.

    wait. in a month you’ll find out how totally wacky i am.



    • aisha September 5, 2011 at 9:50 pm #


      I know, it was fun picking something, and then turned out to be even more fun showing him. I’ll tell you what I brought tomorrow.

      And I can’t wait to meet you and yes, find out just how wacky you are!!

      many hugs,


  7. Sky September 5, 2011 at 3:46 pm #

    Have a lovely second date, Aisha. A nice mixture of vanilla and kink. Isn’t that what a wonderful D/s relationship is all about?

    I’m sure no matter what you bring, you’ll find plenty to talk about and explore together!

    Have fun. Take care, Sky

    • aisha September 5, 2011 at 9:51 pm #


      Thanks for the good wishes ~ and yes, I think we’re all looking for that perfect combok.

      Yes, we did have plenty to talk about ~ no doubt!



  8. Giggling Bunny September 7, 2011 at 2:55 pm #

    Sounds like you’re having as much fun as I am (probably more) getting to know someone new *giggle*

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