Three More Days…

22 Dec

Three more days til Christmas, and no, i’m not ready, but i’m getting there.  Which is all that matters, right?  And i’m not stressed about it, just cruising along, having fun.

And happy.  

Sir and i have our plans for the weekend in place.  We’re doing something Christmas Eve and He’s coming over for a little bit Christmas Day with my family.  The day after that, we’re having dinner with his son and son’s girlfriend.  So that’s all good.

Last night, He came over and we spent some time playing, but not anything intense.  An over-the-knee spanking, which is sweet, and intimate and just stingy enough.  

A hickey on my left breast.  Nice to see this morning…

And lots of touching and caressing and sensual, sexual activity.  

We cuddled for a long time after, and talked.  And talked.

It was exactly right.

He laughed a little bit and said He was so relaxed, He felt like He was being lazy, like He should be tying me to a door and whipping my ass instead of laying around letting me stroke Him.

i suggested that maybe He was really a switch, and needed me to Domme Him for a little bit.

He laughed, but there was a touch of steel in His voice as He assured me that wasn’t the case!

And i didn’t really think it was.  i think we’re building our vanilla aspect of relationship, if we think of it as split, which it’s not really.  It’s really ~ swirled ice cream.  What do they call it?  Fudge royale?

Yeah.

So it’s not two separate things, but sometimes one is more prominent than the other.  Right now we’re nibbling some vanilla.

Part of me wants to hurry up and make everything happen all at the same time RIGHT NOW.  But that’s just silly.

Everything will happen in its own time.  i’m perfectly content for Him to set the pace.

The present moment is filled with joy and happiness. If you are attentive, you will see it.” 
― Thich Nhat HanhPeace Is Every Step: The Path of Mindfulness in Everyday Life

18 Responses to “Three More Days…”

  1. Striving for Peace December 22, 2011 at 6:25 am #

    Wow —

    but you know — I think that even balance is what you’ve been looking for

    a blended relationship
    with

    just enough of both

    sfp

    • aisha December 23, 2011 at 5:59 am #

      @Sfp,

      Absolutely! I’ve not wanted just kink, or just the play part, and for sure I don’t want all vanilla. Yep.

      Just right.

      aisha

  2. Mick December 22, 2011 at 6:25 am #

    Life can’t be tying up and whipping all the time, can it?

    Mick

    • aisha December 23, 2011 at 6:05 am #

      @Mick,

      Laughing… no, of course not. i don’t even want it to be! Combo’s are good

      aisha

  3. Faithful December 22, 2011 at 6:51 am #

    Sounds like a simply perfect evening.

    Enjoy Enjoy Enjoy!

    ~faithful

    • aisha December 23, 2011 at 6:05 am #

      Thanks, Faithful,

      It was, and i am!!

      aisha

  4. sin December 22, 2011 at 7:48 am #

    Your comments about wanting everything RIGHT NOW made me smile. That’s like “Patience??? How long is that gonna take???”

    Lovely that you want to share each other a bit with family – building in some vanilla there – enough so you know you can be appropriate in a vanilla environment at least.

    -sin

    • aisha December 23, 2011 at 6:07 am #

      @Sin,

      Laughing… yes, it’s a lot like that. And you know, it’s not just the kink i want right now, it’s all of it! Sigh. Good thing I can’t always get my way.

      And yeah, I’m glad we’re doing a little family too. 🙂 Let’s hope he can keep from whipping out some rope and tying me up; that i don’t just suddenly drop to my knees and start…

      O, never mind. Laughing…

      aisha

  5. vanillamom December 22, 2011 at 8:08 am #

    isn’t it grand that you’re building some vanilla time in there too? Life isn’t totally one or the other, and it’s not even perfectly balanced. Love the ice cream analogy…since…you never quite know what you’re getting when you scoop into it…you might get a big portion of vanilla with a swirl of fudge…or you might have a huge river of fudge cutting through all that vanilla…whichever it is, they compliment each other so well that it doesn’t matter all that much which portion you get.

    Which is not to say that we don’t *crave* more of the chocolate swirl from time to time, we all do, i think. Or at least i hope so coz i sure do…and if i do there must be others!

    Learning to accept that this is how your ice cream will come, in these randomly blended chunks….ah, that is the harder part. Coz we’ve given up the control (or are working on it, LOL!) of the creating of the ice cream.

    The ice cream maker is in charge. Its’ good that yours reminds you of that fact too (just exactly the way mine does, too…). In many ways we are living parallel lives…i just asked my Master last night if he wanted me to Dom him…and was firmly told “no fucking way”…not yelled, but as you said? the voice of steel. *laughing* it was delightful!

    So again, another blog-post response to your beautiful story this morning. I too am finding the joy in the season, breathing, always breathing…and finding myself…happy.

    Blessed be, sweet heart sister!

    nilla

    • aisha December 23, 2011 at 6:13 am #

      Dear ‘Nilla,

      i always appreciate your blogpost responses!

      Not surprised that your Dom doesn’t want you Domming him either, but it’s good of us to ask, right? And if a submissive offers to Dom her Sir, clearly it’s not for our benefit, but a sacrifice we’d make for therm, so it would still be totally submissive, right? Sheesh, I don’t know why they weren’t more open to it.

      lol

      Blessed be, sister of mine.

      aisha

  6. thesubmissivebf December 22, 2011 at 8:22 am #

    This is the type of post I was waiting to read. I am so happy that things are taking a positive turn.
    Happy Holidays!
    smiles
    butterfly

    • aisha December 23, 2011 at 6:14 am #

      Hi, Butterfly,

      Thanks! Yes, i’m really happy too!

      Happy Holidays back to you!

      aisha

  7. nancy December 22, 2011 at 5:35 pm #

    The swirl is a great flavor!
    ENJOY~!

    • aisha December 23, 2011 at 6:14 am #

      @Nancy,

      Laughing.. it is a great flavor, and yes, i am enjoying!

      aisha

  8. Sky December 22, 2011 at 7:47 pm #

    I’m so happy for you Aisha! Have a wonderful dinner with famiky and friends. I am do glad you have sorted through things. 🙂

    Take care. Sky

    • aisha December 23, 2011 at 6:15 am #

      Thanks, Sky,

      I know it’ll be fun. i sure appreciate your support!

      aisha

  9. Faerie December 22, 2011 at 9:02 pm #

    I haven’t been reading here long, so don’t know the back story, but it sounds like you had a lovely evening. I hope your weekend together with family is everything you want it to be.

    • aisha December 23, 2011 at 6:18 am #

      @Faerie,

      Thanks – and really, the back story doesn’t much matter, it’s the happiness of right now that counts, isn’t it?

      I’m glad we’ve met, i’ve been following your blog carefully, hoping that your holidays will be joyful!

      aisha

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