Exciting things ahead…and other thoughts

2 Mar

It’s starting to feel like spring here – had a first day of open toe shoes on Wednesday!!  Yes, i may have been rushing the season just a bit, but when the temperature hits 70, i think it’s time.

Sent Sir a picture:

It made Him smile.  i do love shoes, although i’ve had those forever.

i’m having lunch with Ms. Constance today, which is nice, since i haven’t seen her in forever either.  {Goodness, lots of “forevers” today…}   It’ll be so good to spend some time with her.

i think i missed all the kink events this month, between being out-of-town, birthdays, and so on.   Saturday night, Sir and i are definitely going to the munch ~ well, as definite as anything can be.  

He’s feeling better, so that’s good, but worked too late to meet me at the funeral home for my friend as we’d planned last night.  But it was ok because the funeral home thing wasn’t nearly as bad as i expected.  {Is anything ever as bad as we imagine it?}

i’m not doing as well on my eating changes as i’d like, and not exercising as much as i intended.  i know ~ that’s a shock, right?  Maybe i’ll do better this coming week.  i am eating pretty low carb for the most part, so my clothes look better.

What a blah post, right?

Yesterday, that little punishment fantasy woke me right up.  i was thinking about it later ~~

~~  what IS the appeal of that?

i’ve never quite experienced that in real life.  Don’t know if i’d like it for real or not ~ but possibly not.  i don’t know.  But the fantasy is hugely arousing.

WHY is that?

O, wait ~~ is it ~~

                       ~~~  is it as simple as ~~~

“Because i’m submissive?”

i don’t know…

6 Responses to “Exciting things ahead…and other thoughts”

  1. Mick March 2, 2012 at 6:42 am #

    nice shoes.


    • aisha March 3, 2012 at 6:10 am #




  2. mouse March 2, 2012 at 11:08 am #

    Fantasies are that way….sometimes the reality is good sometimes no…But the fantasy is always good! What mouse does believe is that being a masochist is difficult at times…


    • aisha March 3, 2012 at 6:11 am #


      You’re so right! Nothing like a good fantasy. And yes, being a masochist is no picnic! lol…



  3. greengirl March 2, 2012 at 1:42 pm #

    Not blah – life – isn’t it nice when life just is – some things to look forward to, some challenges to keep us hopping, some learning and growing – just life. Enjoy!

    • aisha March 3, 2012 at 6:12 am #


      Hey, thanks for that perspective! Yes. I think you’re right. Maybe it’s the lingering perfectionist in me who thinks i should always be in the midst of some improvement- thing or changing the world…



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