I Did…and Y’all Were Right

15 Mar

i talked to Sir last night.  

He came over for dinner after work, another lovely salad ~ at least He liked it ~ and some chocolate covered strawberries.  i remembered to put the plastic wrap over the plate this time, so they didn’t stick.

We talked about all kinds of stuff, and it wasn’t until later~~

~~ when we were on the couch, and my clothes were off, and my legs spread open ~~

       ~~~  after He had applied nipple clamps to nipples already tender and swollen from His caress ~~~

                  ~~~~ and after a hand on my throat had moved me from sexual pleasure to submissive sexual pleasure ~~~~

after all that, at some point, stuttering, fumbling for words, i am able to let Him know i need more of that.  Please, Sir.

And He assures me that “more” will be coming.

Work is taking up His energy, just like youall suggested, and like i kind of already knew.  So when i say ~ stammer ~ “i thought ~ um ~ maybe you didn’t ~ um ~ maybe you didn’t ~ OMG, that feels good ~ O!!  What?  What was i say ~  mmmm ~ , saying?  Ummmmm, o, yeah… “

And He’s looking straight into my eyes, which doesn’t make it any easier, even if it is dim lighting, but i manage eventually to say that i thought maybe He was done, maybe He didn’t want to go any deeper into D/s…

He looks away then, gets this far away look in His eyes, and it makes me a little nervous til He says, “Oh, no.  No.  That’s not it.  I’ve been thinking.  Planning.  Spring is coming, just wait til this work stuff is out of the way a little bit.  In fact, there’s this video I found on line, about positions, when we get back to your training.  I’ll be showing you…”

My heart beats faster, my pussy clenches, and i know all will be well.


Heather ~ thank you for the questions!!   i think i can answer them briefly, so that’s good news!  🙂

1.  Favorite color ~ purple, no doubt.  Or pretty much any shade of it from lavender to deep purple.  It’s popular now, so that’s nice, but i’ve always worn a lot of it, and just like it around me.

2.  Favorite flower ~ Mmmmmm, i had to think a while.  i like hyacinths a lot, but i probably have to go with roses, even though that’s kind of cliche.  i really do love roses.

3.  Favorite cookie ~ Shortbread.  Started to say chocolate chip, cause i can eat some chocolate chip cookies ~ although i prefer them crispy not soft.  Omg, Pepperidge Farm Double Chocolate Chocolate Chip cookies…  mmmmmm.   But my all time favorite is shortbread. 

Thanks for asking!!

Jade ~ i’m saving yours, i’ll work my way through them.  They require a little more introspection, which will also be fun!

i like Mick’s suggestion of a guest poster for when i need a break too.  Any volunteers out there in cyberspace?

So, it’s not like i’m going to quit posting every day right now.  The same thing that keeps me cleaning the stove til i’m using a toothpick is at work here.  i will have to drag myself away kicking and screaming just to skip a day.

i’m also the type of person that when it’s time to leave somewhere, i announce that it’s getting to be that time long before i walk out the door.  Just saying.

i really appreciate the support i got yesterday in all of your comments.  i didn’t start out looking for support, at least i don’t think i did, but it felt good anyhow.

And ~~

i’m so excited to know that Sir is planning to continue my training.  i can’t wait ~ well, i can, but you know what i mean… 

8 Responses to “I Did…and Y’all Were Right”

  1. abby March 15, 2012 at 6:25 am #

    LOL, Of course we were right….things like that are always so much easier to see and be logical about when it is not you! I am excited for you and cannot wait to be reading about the training! abby

    • aisha March 16, 2012 at 6:17 am #

      Dear Abby,

      Laughing… yeah, that’s for sure.

      And thanks for the enthusiasm ~ i think i have a while longer to wait, but am excited to know it’s going to happen!



  2. heather1 March 15, 2012 at 7:43 am #

    So happy for you. Take a deep breathe and relax for a while because I don’t think you’ll be relaxing a lot when your Sir has time to start training you again. 🙂

    Another easy question – What is your favorite think to cook from scratch? No boxes involved.

    hugs (shoulder bumps)

    • aisha March 16, 2012 at 6:19 am #

      Dear Heather1,

      Thanks for another question ~ this is very fun!!

      And thanks for the support. Yeah, need to do my breathing now, for sure. {Grinning…}

      shoulder bumps, {You know, this is the sign for it – Jz said ~ YY}


      P. S. and i still almost wrote “hugs, aisha.” LOL

  3. faithful March 15, 2012 at 8:00 am #

    “More” – my favorite word!


    Has your Sir ever given someone a collar before- or are you the first submissive to have one under consideration?


    • aisha March 16, 2012 at 6:21 am #

      Dear Faithful,

      Laughing, yeah, “more” is a good one.

      You know, that’s an excellent question! i don’t actually know the answer to that one. i think i assume he gave his wife a collar, but i’m not positive. i’ll ask Him and answer this question in more detail. Thanks for asking!


  4. vanillamom March 15, 2012 at 8:15 am #


    Don’t you love love love that “faraway look” and then they “come back” and you see it? That Sadist peering around the corner going “Whoopie!” ? I Love that. M gets this look in His eye just before He is gonna hurt me…even a tweek…grabbing my finger at Starbucks, or my arm.

    I don’t *always* catch the look, mind you, so there are many times He catches me off guard.

    I love the idea of your continued training. Just can picture it so well. Spring begins so many possibilities, doesn’t it?



    • aisha March 16, 2012 at 6:22 am #

      Dear ‘Nilla,

      Yes, There is something magical about that look. Smiling… and i love the idea of you watching your Master for it!

      Spring training… what a concept. Yes…



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