i Wake Up Wanting

13 Oct

i wake up this morning wanting to feel His dominance.

Feel it like a roller coaster climbing up over the top and

                   dropping

                                    down

 i want to tumble down

     His hand in my hair,or between my legs, 

smacking my ass, landing hard, making me whimper,

His hand or the thin wood strip or even the antenna

yes, even the antenna,

over and over til i want Him to stop, thank you, Sir,

       that’s enough now stop please stop

but He doesn’t stop He knows enough is not enough today

He knows to keep going

 moves us far past that’s enough, into the land of too much

moves  us into too much too much too much o please Sir

that’s too much

and still beyond.

 i will lose myself along the way ~

this untethered, dancing alone, heart aching self

who i woke up with today ~

will disappear

and re-emerge

focused

more open more loving more creative

more fully His.

 

11 Responses to “i Wake Up Wanting”

  1. nancy October 13, 2012 at 8:56 am #

    And that just makes me ache with need/want/lust.
    Enjoy every second~~always!

    • aisha October 14, 2012 at 10:09 am #

      Hey, Nancy – glad you enjoyed it, always happy to spread some lust and longing… lol, aisha

  2. SirQsmlb October 13, 2012 at 9:33 am #

    He knows enough is not enough today

    Your poem is moving!

    • aisha October 14, 2012 at 10:10 am #

      Thank you, SirQsmlb, i’m glad it touched you! aisha

  3. greengirl October 13, 2012 at 1:31 pm #

    do you ever wonder where that comes from – out of the blue – why it happens? Enjoy!

    • aisha October 14, 2012 at 10:10 am #

      Hi, Greengirl,

      Thanks for the interesting comment – had to include it in my post today! i promise – i will enjoy!

      aisha

  4. Wordwytch October 13, 2012 at 5:36 pm #

    Oh…. my… It makes me want to grab Wolf by the hand, make him read this and then just wait…

    • aisha October 14, 2012 at 10:11 am #

      Hey, Wordwytch – and that comment really makes me smile. Sweet. Thanks, aisha

      • Wordwytch October 14, 2012 at 8:05 pm #

        🙂
        We watched an episode of Big Bang Theory last night and Penny grabs Leonard by the hand and says, “My limbic system wants to take your pants off”…. And I though… Yeah. Aisha and I were letting our limbic systems run away with us.

  5. vanillamom October 13, 2012 at 9:30 pm #

    so fucking beautiful that it made me weep.

    nilla

    • aisha October 14, 2012 at 10:11 am #

      Awww, thank you, ‘Nilla! That’s really sweet. hugs, aisha

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