Not Today

20 Oct

Not the tender caress

His hand resting on my head

Not the gentle warmth of sitting at His feet 

Not the sweetness of HIs smile ~

Today i want the sharp tug on my hair

the slap of His hand on my flesh

turned over His knee face down ass up

unable to escape the stinging heat,

the firm command to open as He

probes, explores my flesh

penetrating deep until i moan in pleasure/pain

taken out of myself

jerked into His world without a

         may-I-please.

i want the force of His ownership filling me

His strength, His will taking me deep into

that space where everything fades away ~

He and i alone and

i am His ~ eager only to obey ~

to please Him in the ways He chooses 

to serve at His will 

in His way.

That

is what i want.

He decides what will be.

5 Responses to “Not Today”

  1. Wordwytch October 20, 2012 at 11:10 pm #

    shiver….
    Oh…
    shiver…

    • aisha October 22, 2012 at 10:15 am #

      Thank you, Wordwytch. 🙂

      aisha

      • Wordwytch October 22, 2012 at 10:20 pm #

        You’re welcome. 🙂

  2. SirQsMLB October 20, 2012 at 11:22 pm #

    Beautiful

    • aisha October 22, 2012 at 10:16 am #

      Thank you SirQsMLB, Glad you liked it.

      aisha

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