i’ve spent a lot of New Year’s Eves at home, some of them home alone.
There’s no whine in that statement. i don’t like to be out and about on what i consider the worst “amateur night” of all – topped only by Mardi Gras and the Kentucky Derby.
So i’m quite content this year ~ ok, more than content, i’m delighted ~ to be spending the evening at home with Sir X.
i’m fixing us dinner, salad, which He likes a lot, and some chocolate covered strawberries for dessert, which He also really likes.
i don’t know what else is on our agenda, but i’m sure He does. {Smiling…} i don’t need to know yet.
i’ve been thinking about resolutions too. There are so many things i need to do, and want to do. Hard to know where to start. Looking for fb quotes today, i found this by Julia Cameron, who was a photographer and a writer.
“The grace to be a beginner is always the best prayer for an artist. The beginner’s humility and openness lead to exploration. Exploration leads to accomplishment. All of it begins at the beginning, with the first small and scary step. “
She also said:
“Wherever you are is always the right place. There is never a need to fix anything, to hitch up the bootstraps of the soul and start at some higher place. Start right where you are.”
Those both resonated with me, and i have to think some more about where i am and where i want to head, with my “beginner’s” approach.
This year, i want to develop a more formal spiritual practice.
i want to put more energy into writing vanilla things. i want to finish the book i started years ago.
i want to figure out what my best career move is, and do that.
And really, that’s plenty. There are other things i want ~
i want to build my relationship with Sir X into whatever it needs to be, whatever it can be. Whatever He wants it to be.
i want to be a good grandmother.
But those don’t require resolutions, you know? The other stuff does.
O, and food. i want to develop a new relationship with food. One that doesn’t involve eating excessively.
Yeah.
A relationship with food that is kind to my body. That only feeds physical hunger. That doesn’t involve stuffing myself with cookies like the cookie train was gonna end tomorrow.
Hope youall have a wonderful, safe New Year’s Eve. See ya next year!