It’s not that the playtime wasn’t great – you know that it was. You read about it, you heard it all. Even last night, even after we’d agreed that there wouldn’t be more playtime, when we played one last time – o, my. That wasn’t a problem.
After days of teasing me about not spanking me again, He turned me over his knee and spanked me til my ass was warm and red. And that made Him hard, as it always does, so i knelt at His feet one more time. i worshipped His cock the way that pleases Him most, the way He taught me months ago.
Hover, breathe through my mouth, close, lick, go down slowly, one half inch at a time, bury it, then back up, slowly and methodically, and remove.
That’s from an email i wrote Him, about 3 months ago, when we had first started playing. i can’t believe it’s only been 3 months… i’ll have enough to write about for a long time just remembering the things i experienced with Him.
But i want to be with someone who’d like to spend time with me outside of playtime. Maybe that’s uneasonable. i might be asking too much – seriously. But i can’t seem to be submissive strictly in play, there’s an element of attachment that creeps in. And one of the first things He told me was not to get too attached.
But i don’t quite understand how i could open myself, literally, opening my legs at His command, and my mouth, without opening my heart and my spirit as well. And then, damnit, i want more. i want to go out for dinner. i want to go hear some music. i just want more intimacy than an evening of playtime here and there.
Sigh.
i sucked His cock one last time, savoring the taste, the feel of it in my mouth. Licking it all over, until it was slick and slippery, sliding my mouth up and down rhythmically. Loving the little “pop” it makes as my mouth moves over the head. Then licking again, moving my tongue all over His cock – and swiftly, smoothly burying it deep in my throat til i gag a little. Moving again, bobbing my head…
He’s a gentleman, a caring person, a wonderful man, and He’s been so good to me. i’ve felt his concern envelop me, and felt safe and cared for. i’ll never settle for less.
i feel the vein in His cock throbbing under my tongue, “Do you want it?” He says, “Do you want my cum?” and all i can do is nod, yes, yes, i want it. “Then suck it,” He says, “Suck it out,” and i do, sucking as the cum shoots into my mouth, then swallow and suck a little more.
“Don’t say good-bye,” He says, “we’ll still be friends, we’ll still talk and e-mail. i’ll try out all my bad jokes on you.”
“i’ll groan!” i say. “i have to groan at Your jokes.” There are tears in my eyes, but i smile and blink them back.
A chain clip he left behind - it had been under a chair and my housekeeper found it... :0
Tags: being held, spanking, Submission