Have i ever mentioned that i don’t much like to shop? i like buying things, but going from place to place, trying stuff on, all that… i can live without it. After a while, i completely lose all judgement, and i either like everything or don’t like anything. Sometimes, i think i’m missing part of a female gene that would make this process easier.
Tell me to organize a potluck at my house for 30 people, and i won’t bat an eye. Even – send me shopping for something that i might want to wear sometime to go somewhere, and i’m probably all good. But a classy slut dress? Omigod.
i went to a couple of stores today, but unless i want to look like i’m going to prom, there was nothing. So here’s what i have so far:
The dress is actually shaped the way the one Sir – and youall – liked was, and it’s a silky material. i think it looks better with my body in it. Maybe. The bottom looks funny cause I pinned it – it needs to be shortened. The neckline is not very scooped out, so i don’t know what jewelry i’d wear with it… maybe just my slutty earrings.
There’s a bunch of other tops i could wear with the skirt, including a grey v-neck t-shirt type top with a black sweater-jacket type top over it, or a grey and black shawl over it, or a black chemise with something over it, or several other possibilities.
So, i don’t know. i think i’ll maybe stop somewhere else on the way home tomorrow. And maybe the next day. And the next day… But at some point, i’ve got to decide so i can shorten stuff if i need to.
It’s funny. In a way, this is kind of fun and exciting, or it was at the beginning. Now, i mostly just feel incompetent – and i HATE feeling incompetent. Could i organize a fundraiser instead, please? Maybe do some crisis counseling?
Ok, i need to stop it. Breathe. It’s gonna be ok. This is not a life or death situation. Well, not really. Maybe kind of.
{Laughing}
Ok, it’s not. i can do this.
It’s a gorgeous fall day. It’s Halloween. i’m going for a walk, and then i’ll have a salad for dinner, and give out candy.
If you have opinions on my selections, by all means share. Just be gentle, right? Thanks!